Tomorrow is SURGERY DAY!!!!

And so it begins . The Journey of weight loss. Doc visit today ..he is very happy , and so am I ..LOST 9 POUNDS!!!!! Blood/Pressure is 130/80 Excellent ..Sugars are Excellent!!!! what a great day.... :o)

Fly out tomorrow .. I think I can get through tonight knowing that it will be done soon ... I really think iam more excited then I am nervous ..that is a good thing. Poor Denis is scared ..He hates toronto..and I understand ... but dad will watch over me~~~

Hope the beds are comphy at the hotel .. b ut I hear that they are the best .... after the band is in .. 1 week liquids 1 week puread~~1 week soft ~~then start slowly on real food ...
Iam looking forward to full liquid on third day I get tomatoe soup..yummie!! I feel like its going to be cheating haha cant wait !

Well lots to do not done packing . And I have to make sure I have all my meds etc....

I will try and contact on my blackberrie ... love to all... soon to be Bandit-annie xxx

May 23-24-25

I guess I have been busy lately...Sorry for not writing in the blog~~~
Well on the 23th Denis and I celebrated 28 years married~~and also denis turned 56
Yes that is right people. He wanted me for his Birthday present...hahaha Sucker!!! (just kidding) :o)

He is so romantic ! We went to the corner store and got movies!!! WOW! how exciting!

My girlfriend Debbie & her hubby Don came over and saved the day with real presents!!!
Aren't girlfriends great! :o)

All kidding aside . Denis and I had a lovely quite evening . And loved the movies laughed and cryed... telling Debbie old stories and peed my pants . You know one of those feel good days :o)

Yesterday Debbie & I went shopping at the mall . It was Sunday and many of the shops were closed... but I was still happy being with my friend :o) She was hungry and so she bought herself a sub sandwich. Which of course I could not eat ....but that is OK cause I was happy being with my friend...

Debbie told me , she knew where there was a great place to buy my sister a snowball tree.
We drove for hours! because we were lost . And it was raining cats & dogs..But that is ok cause I was happy just being with my friend hahaha
Finally got home to have my wonderful supper of Liquid chocolate yummy !!! NOT! Do you know how to spell GAG!!!!

Ok so now you know I am bitchy and hungry ya think .... whaaaaaaaaaaa!

Today I had more energy . Did 3 loads of clothes ...made my bed....spent tons of time on the phone(by the way ) Miss Elizabeth.. enjoyed our talk today ... :o)

TV is boring ...cant eat ..I guess I`ll just shoot myself...

One more day before I leave ... Nervous..yep..Kind of sick to my stomach... No wait ! I think that is because Iam hungry whaaaaaaaaaaaaa..
Until tomorrow ...keep tunning in.... Thanks for the love!!! Annie xxx

6 Days before Surgery

Well The medi-trim is not getting any better , but perhaps my thinking is . So many times I feel like cheating. But I always seem to find some inner strength to help me . Terri If you can hear me . Thanks for making this surgery possible for me.. I will love you and miss you always...

Beautiful day out there today :o) makes everything so much nicer . They are having a big sale at the mall. maybe I will go and pick out my goal outfit . Wonder what size I will be ????????????

Had my hair dyed today . She always does such a nice job... She is a supporter of what I am doing. And she cant wait to see me at different times , at different sizes.

Anyway must go . I have lots to get done that I let go ... Low energy and down right lazy....

Keep suppporting me and leave comments please . I check everyday.. Love to all Annie xxx

Where's The Beef ??????????

8 days on this Medi-Trim . One would think that I'D BE melting away ..NOT
Its amazing how will power works . Some days you have more then others. Had some mushrooms and brussel sprouts with the Medi-trim ..

I think I ate to much I feel bloated & fat wait a min ...I am fat ( hehehe) .. Denis has been busy ...for the most part he keeps his distance. cant blame him , I am so bitchy I hate myself :o)
Mom made another coconut cream pie today ..thank God that we had visiters. I think they ate it all.. not sure though .

I will be Dreaming of all that fried fish and potatoes. I swear that I almost got in the car to buy some KFC WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Iam scared as I came pretty dam close . What the hell is wrong with someone who loves food more then their life ...
This is about shrinking my liver for surgery..what is wrong with you Annie? dont make me slap myself!

So you think you can dance will be on at 9:00 love that show . Its very active and gets the blood moving ... And then you see how fit and slim they are , and you want to be just like them. Motivating for sure .

Well thanks so much for the support means more then you know.... Hope you all enjoy my venting lol love to all Annie xxx

Another Day ~~~Doc's Visit

Hello there ... denis's test came back good ...Doc says he is healthy ! .... he says my B/pressure is still high .. so yet another pill to take *&^*&%$^#$@%#@%^&

I am so disgusted .. I think I am doing everything right ...
So he says "when are you leaving" I said " next Wednesday" he said "good be here Tuesday" so sick of this ... and to think I gave up smoking for my health.... ????? makes me think ..oh never mind ~~~~~
been eating brussel sprouts , and now have heartburn . But its a filler .. and thank God for them .. :o)

Bought a B/pressure monitor... what crap ! I wonder is there really a home monitor that ever worked?
Greenwood Military base had an air show today . We got to see it from our yard. Totally amazing how they do that . Hanna was scared , but not Heidi . Not much scares her :o) But the roar of the jets makes me scared also . When I was a small child, I witnessed one crash ..it never left my thoughts . Every time I see one I think of that day.

Well I have to try and get more water down..seems to be very hard for some reason . But have to flush all the toxins out of my body.

Well hope you stay with me in my Journey ..it will be a lonley one without you ... love to all Annie xxx

Better Day Today :o)

Had some cabbage today . Felt better for it .. made me less hungry and more satisfyed.
Better weather today .. Sunny ... its been terrible and damp latley.

American Idol tonight . I really think that Chris has a good chance , if it were based on tonights show .
I think Adam did not do so well and both, did not make that song sound good ... however, Chris did a better Job then Adam.

Tomorrow another day of torture . Will be going to see the doc .. Both Denis and I . For Me its just to re-check blood work . For Denis its getting results of all his test .. Hope all will be well with him .

My goodness Heather I will say a little pray that your headachs go away .. Poor you ! I did have them for 4 days ..not pleasent at all!

I cant believe that a week from tomorrow i will leave to get the surgery ...wow! life changing move ... well my friends I will close with that ..time for much needed meds and sleep..love to all ...keep up the support :o) love Annie xxx